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(“Did the nursery school job contribute to the symptoms?”)

The symptoms became aggravated again after he signed up for next year’s work schedule at nursery school. Consciously he was pleased. Unconsciously, this verified his fear, that next year also he would make no money writing. He was pleased with the raise on a conscious level, but felt it blood money.

(“Should he consider going back to nursery school next year?”)

(“Is it okay to let the nursery school job for next fall, and the contract, ride for now?”)

The vacation falling between and breaking up, you see, the nursery school pattern and the remainder of the summer, will be most beneficial. [...]

[...] The poor lunches on nursery school days were the result of resentment because of the school hours.

[...] I only know that the following were involved: a childhood nursery tale or/and a childhood toy like the cuddly cat doll I had as a child named Suzie that I thought the world of. [...]

The nursery school was at the time the only move he felt really open to him. [...] Nursery school seemed to offer a compromise between your idea of a regular job, and his own dislike of one. [...]

The difficulty at the drinking establishment was due mainly to the encounter with the college girl, who is connected with the nursery school. [...] Nursery school was connected in his mind with physical discomfort for the reasons earlier stated.

(On Friday, November 4, Jane called about a job teaching nursery school at the JCC. [...]

(The object does have to do with group accomplishment, since it introduced Jane to Nancy Methinitus, and the two women work together teaching nursery school.

(The head and silhouette mentioned here reminded Jane that one of the projects she and Nancy planned for the nursery school class involved the students making silhouette drawings of their heads, as Christmas gifts for their respective parents. [...]

He is beginning to identify his spontaneous self now with the spontaneity of the nursery school children, and this is a definite improvement. [...]

[...] He forgets them to a large degree at nursery school and remembers them incidentally afterward.

[...] The photo is of Hoffman Nurseries, and features a sign. [...] Hoffman Nurseries is a local concern and actually contains many buildings. [...]

There is too much at stake to backtrack, and the nursery school position has unpleasant associations, unfortunately. [...]

[...] However a touch of this docility operates in that he fears saying no to the nursery school proposition.

[...] Concentration on his writing in the morning helps rid him of symptoms, and so does concentration at nursery school, for his attention is otherwise centered. [...]

This has its roots with the Lincoln—you follow me—and later when you did not offer to pick him up at nursery school, and told him in the same situation you would have too much pride to accept a ride.

The nursery school, in a basement, made him feel imprisoned. [...]

[...] This simply brings up associations, of course, with the nursery school, serving as another connection with his mother’s symptoms.

[...] The two seldom see each other since Jane left nursery school.

[...] (Nursery school. [...]

[...] Jane herself left for work at about 11:30 AM at nursery school. [...]

There is an old nursery rhyme (pause), that you heard as a child. [...]

[...] Both women had M initials also for the last name—Masters at the Gallery, Methinitus now at the nursery school at the Jewish Community Center.