1 result for (book:tps2 AND heading:"delet session june 30 1973" AND stemmed:frighten)
4/85 (5%)
distractions
youthful
curtailment
backslidings
noise
[... 37 paragraphs ...]
When he did not then get even those small improvements that generated even small hope, he became truly frightened.
[... 7 paragraphs ...]
When you talk about people being insane, and point out the negative aspects of the race, Ruburt becomes highly uncomfortable because to him this means he has to protect himself against them, and justifies his behavior. On the other hand he becomes angry and frightened because it is precisely to protect himself against such “people, activities, and events” that he has tried to isolate himself.
[... 14 paragraphs ...]
The sex was denied on a physical level to a large extent, as he read so-called psychic books. Much of this is based on the youthful feeling he had to direct his energy toward his work. He found his physical age frightening for a while, and was therefore not able to use the experience gained with age. To give up the youthful ideas was to admit that he was no longer the young writer.
[... 10 paragraphs ...]
Up until now Ruburt felt and believed that despite the unfortunate aspects you were willing to go along. He felt you were not willing on your own to face some issues on a conscious level, and as he grew more frightened he felt that you were willing to let him do this for both of you while you were accusing him because of the symptoms.
[... 12 paragraphs ...]
