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He himself took drugs under controlled conditions several times, first small doses and then larger ones. He encountered some particularly frightening material. The doctor suggested that he face himself by taking another massive dose, and though he did not want to, he acquiesced.

In therapy using massive doses of LSD, a condition of chemically enforced insanity takes place. By insanity, I mean a situation in which the conscious mind is forced into a state of powerlessness. There is a literal assault made not only upon the psyche, but upon the organizational framework that makes it possible for you to exist rationally in the world that you know. The ego, of course, cannot be annihilated in physical life. Kill one and another will, and must, emerge from the inner self which is its source.

The landscape of the psyche is indeed revealed, bringing good data to the psychiatrist. But the experiences undergone by the patients — and all of this applies to massive doses — represent the enactment, through terrible encounter, of the species’ birth into consciousness, and its death as consciousness falls back annihilated; followed by its rebirth as the individual patient struggles to emerge again from dimensions not native under those conditions.

You grow and live through deaths that happen in you constantly, and travel through births within your lifetime that you do not comprehend. (Jane leaned forward for emphasis:) Such massive doses of LSD chemically activate all levels of cellular memory to such an extent that in certain terms they are no longer in charge of themselves, and the memories can then emerge unpredictably when the system is under stress. The fine biological and psychological alliance is now weakened.

1. I mixed the powder with water as instructed, and gave Jane a couple of doses 12 hours apart. The day after she’d taken the second dose—in the morning, Saturday —Jane’s little finger on her left hand began to change color toward blue, from the middle joint down. [...]

[...] It takes an hour for this second dose to flow into Jane’s body, compared to the one-half hour for the Gentamicin.

[...] After I’d turned her on her side at 4:40, Leanne came in to hook up Jane to her next dose of Gentamicin.

[...] The only difference that I see now is that Dr. Kardon has her on alternating doses of 175 and 200 mcg’s of Synthroid instead of the beginning 50. [...]

[...] You parcel out your energy in small doses. [...]

[...] She’s still very uncomfortable at times, and is now on four-hour doses of Darvoset.)

[...] We’d been thinking somehow that the dose had been cut in half, but it’s been cut by a quarter. [...]

[...] Yet Jane doesn’t know whether she received a dose of the antibiotic during the night while she may have slept.

[...] Carla took her temperature — 98.8. Five minutes later Penny hooked her up to another dose of antibiotic. [...]

[...] You are learning to handle perception and experience, and time gives it to you in slow and small doses.

The doses become larger. [...]

He is receiving larger doses of energy due to the season, and his own natural reactions to it, but he is not acting or reacting with the spontaneity that is natural to him in early springtime. [...]

(Joe Bumbalo came back into the hospital this afternoon in preparation for his fourth dose of chemotherapy. [...]

When massive doses of LSD are used, you are artificially creating a disaster area from which you hope to salvage an efficient working self. [...]

When large doses of chemicals are used, the conscious mind is confronted full blast with very potent experiences that it was not meant to handle, and by which it is purposely made to feel powerless. [...]

If you believe, however, that the chemicals in certain foods will harm you drastically and bring about disastrous consequences, then even small doses of these can do you harm.

[...] I was evidently so numb from repeated doses of fear and concern and negativity and Jane’s worsening situation daily, that I couldn’t react. [...]

[...] She said it would take Jane perhaps half an hour to take it all in, and that afterward Jane would be given a small amount of heparin, which would keep the lock open for future doses. [...]

The material that I have just given you is necessary for any understanding of the ways in which massive doses of LSD can affect the individual. [...]

[...] This is aside: A small dose of salt, regular salt, taken with the drugs would help maintain a certain stability. [...]

[...] Without a healthy dose of freedom and exuberance life itself seems to lose its meaning. [...]

[...] Tomorrow morning Jane goes on the 100 mcg Synthroid dose for the first time, boosted from the 75 mcg. [...]

[...] Belladonna can be quite deadly, yet small doses of it were known to aid the body in disease conditions.³

[...] He just wanted to watch television and forget it all, and hidden in that crankiness is a good point: The sessions are an expression of your private and joint curiosity, a high and excellent curiosity about the nature of reality, a result of your desire to know; to know whether or not the knowledge can be held in your hands like a fruit, whether or not the knowledge can be dosed out to an ailing world as medicine.