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The nursery school was at the time the only move he felt really open to him. He was afraid he would not manage a steady income with the Avon, and already frightened of the mobility it demanded. Nursery school seemed to offer a compromise between your idea of a regular job, and his own dislike of one. He felt guilty at turning down the yoga classes, yet he felt that to match your performance he was expected to work five afternoons. His symptoms were aggravated again on the signing of the contract, and highly again when he refused the summer position.

His father, in his old age, did have a job for others, as did Joe in his late years. In both cases, the jobs were considered marks of degradation. From the Irish side, a woman who worked for others, you see, was a domestic. There was, in the family history, always a struggle to work for oneself, this being a matter of class pride and independence.

(Last Saturday morning, June 10, 1 offered to take Jane to the 20th reunion of her high school class in Saratoga. A week before that date, I wouldn’t have considered making such an offer. At the last moment Jane decided not to go, and I did not insist, hoping she had still benefited from the thought of going, at least.)

A large percentage of this improvement is based upon the fact that Ruburt is anticipating a future joyfully again, in the contemplation of classes, privately given. (In ESP.) This sort of endeavor cannot be stressed too highly as an antidote to all symptoms. (Pause.)

There is literally tremendous energy that can be used and tapped for your benefit, and for the benefit of others in connection with Ruburt’s idea for classes.