“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

And Ruburt was frightened. He would have, I believe, otherwise gone to New York and charmed his way into at least more specific results.

He is frightened because if this does not work he will have to face the other situation again. Your illness was a shock to him, and he has been afraid of doing anything that would make you feel insecure.

(9:40. Jane said that before the session she told Seth to blot her out, so that we would get undistorted material. She was aware of what she said as she said it. Resume in the same manner at 9:50.)

He did wait long before looking for work, and fought every step of the way, until he feared you would simply become furious. But he became more immobile, you see.

For a long-term arrangement, private classes, if they work financially, would be more beneficial.

The symptoms became aggravated again after he signed up for next year’s work schedule at nursery school. Consciously he was pleased. Unconsciously, this verified his fear, that next year also he would make no money writing. He was pleased with the raise on a conscious level, but felt it blood money.

(“Well, I would like to say here that I am perfectly willing to give Jane all the help she needs to attain the necessary mobility. I do understand her needs in this respect. I’d also like to say that in the future I wish she wouldn’t take my word for things concerning her own feelings and affairs so literally—that she be much more independent in this respect.

Give us time for a moment. (Pause.) If, and whenever possible, a New York trip would benefit both of you, incidentally. He has felt held in for some time. He was also frightened because of your illness, and literally afraid to make a move. He shut off usual methods of expression, trying to be a good example to others. But this fit in beautifully with earlier conditioning.

He has been afraid to try anything new for fear of failure. Not through fear that a book would not be published necessarily, but through fear that the, publication would mean nothing. This is why the dream book is not finished.

Unfortunately it was, and yet he needed to do much work on it, and in the overall you will gain. Had it been accepted, sent out and accepted later, but before this present date, the symptoms would have vanished.