“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now. The personality has felt as if it were held in bounds, tied, lacking the opportunity for action.

(“Are we going about dispelling these restraints in the right way now?”)

(“I believe that now.”)

(“From now one he can have all the freedom he wants.”)

You must understand that he will need your help now in order to use it. This is rather important. He will be afraid of making errors; and fears that you may blame him for them.

The annoying or frightening symptoms began when Ruburt began his search for work, unknown to him consciously. His attitudes had by now changed. In the past he did think of work as temporary. Now it meant failure.

The dreams with the various apartments were a release, for here at least he could move in new situations, where he felt he was caught now in stationary ones.

(“Is he open to you now?”)

The cod liver oil is now safe enough. In the past, however, it tended to aggravate his condition because the word arthritis alone carried such emotional force. This force has now become weaker.

The order to eat, he interprets as an order, you see. The encouragement to eat is different. Now wait. (Pause, eyes closed.) Again, fried foods should be avoided. He has been right, avoiding tomato juice in the morning, instinctively. He does not need that acidity then. It is aggravating to him. The apricot you see is soothing. He has avoided fresh salads however, and you both need them. Eggplant is good. Too much whole milk is bad. In his coffee is sufficient.

It may be advantageous, though this is a small point, to change the living room furniture to a position that it has not been in since his illness, you see. The bed should definitely be north and south, now. That bathroom barrier should be pulled in half.

(“Is it okay to let the nursery school job for next fall, and the contract, ride for now?”)

You may let it ride for now, and there is some blockage here on this particular question alone, caused by fear. Nor is it wise to overlook the fear, you see.

(“Yes, but now that he understands more, his fear should fade away.”)

(10:50. Jane now reported that for the last couple of deliveries she had been far-out, and remembered little of the material.)