“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

I would sit with you now as a friend at the party and converse, but it is a trifle difficult as you should understand. I am doing very well with him, however, and your two guests are doing very well themselves, considering the circumstances.

As you should know here, I do not speak in terms of payment, I do not speak in terms of suffering, of making up. I do not speak in terms of his being forced to make up. I speak in terms of his own choice. For his own development he chose to make up, because of a past lack of sensitivity, because of a certain exhilaration felt in those days in cruelty, and because in those days his emotions held no sway, but what he considered cold reason led him on. But this reasoning, divorced from emotions led him into his own betrayal.

I do not say this to make you feel inferior, or Ruburt. It is simply that it is difficult to mix the material with a light atmosphere, although I do believe we can retain the emotional closeness which does seem to be beneficial. I now give you all my fond good wishes. My best regards to your two visitors, and we may indeed meet again.

(It will be noted that although Seth evidently wanted her to pace about, she did not do so. She was very active as far as gesturing was concerned, and her delivery was quite animated. But the closest she came to getting to her feet was when she rose to her knees while speaking.)

(February 10, Wednesday: While resting briefly just before noon, I saw a woman in some kind of ski outfit, in the lower branches of a tree. Just as I wondered what she was doing there, she fell. I did not see her face. She was about average in size, perhaps a little larger than me.)