“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(After the very short 53rd session tonight I tried psychological time. Upon giving myself the usual suggestions in the beginning, I felt a definite and rather surprising surge of lightness, of a rising up, course through my body.

(I then saw very clearly in my upper center field of vision an open, full-lipped and sensuous pair of red and feminine lips, with a triangular kind of tongue moving between them. I saw only the mouth and tongue, and for some reason thought of a cardboard tongue. The mouth spoke the words “Oh now please, please bear with me,” or words to that effect. As usual this vision was over before I realized I had seen it, yet during the sighting I was for the first time unaware of my body lying on the bed.

(Thursday, May 14, 1964, 11:45 AM. While trying psychological time, Jane again experienced the feeling she has likened to ecstasy, and described so thoroughly on page 66. The extreme sensation, the thrilling, lasted for over half an hour. She felt very light, she said, and willing to go along with whatever might develop. Discussing her experience, we agreed that perhaps she might be more cautious in the future, as far as being too willing to go along with whatever might develop. We thought that a small step at a time was sufficient.)

(While trying psychological time I had the following experiences:

(At this time also, while trying to visualize a method of diagramming the spacious present, I saw an animated graph consisting of long black jointed sticks thrusting up from a common base, at various angles. Then I saw the angled pieces eventually lay themselves down upon the base line so that I couldn’t tell one from another, or beginning from the end.

(In the meantime, Miss Callahan’s relatives moved her and her nurse into her apartment on Saturday afternoon, May 16. The move from the rest home was made quietly, and though we did not see Miss Callahan at the time, we learned she appeared to be much improved over her earlier condition.