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(It was rather quiet in the studio, though I could hear Jane’s typewriter, but through the closed doors the sound was muffled and rather steady, and the rest of the house was quiet. I used the fractional technique, starting with my feet and working up to my head, then back down the body to my feet again. I kept my eyes closed from the start, but midway in the session felt that I could not have opened them, at least very easily [re Jane’s suggestions when she is putting me under].
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You were not alone since nine o’clock. I would have helped but you would not let me in.
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You want to help but fear to move. If you had helped tonight, you would not have felt the need to turn your emotions inward against yourself in a self-destructive manner.
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