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(Jane didn’t eat a whole lot of lunch. Afterward I gave her a Valentine’s Day card, and a box of candy shaped like a heart. I hadn’t eaten lunch today because a nurse had said to eat there at 330, since staff was having a party. No one showed up with food for me, though, so I ate what Jane didn’t want off the tray — half a roast-beef sandwich, with mustard. Very good.

(Since she had no session from yesterday to read, Jane tried to read the session for February 1 — the one that led to her Day 1, 2, 3 program. She couldn’t manage it, though, so I read it to her: “Health is simplicity itself.” An excellent session. Then I read her the session for February 5 — equally good. They helped her. Jane seldom asks to read past sessions — behavior that is still protective, I think, and has been for many years. This, even though Seth has lately again suggested she reread certain material. To me this situation has always been a clear demonstration that one part of herself is still in opposition to another part, and that the fearful self is still dominant though perhaps to a somewhat lesser degree these days, for we have made progress.

(“He seldom asks me to read it to him.”)

(To me:) You are in my attention also, of course, and these late sessions should also help you tone up your own body, and revive feelings of exuberance and understanding.

(“It’s me,” Jane said.

(“I can’t believe that we can’t find ten minutes a day to go over that session for February 1,” I said, “even if we have to give up watching some TV. Especially when we’ve seen the program before.” We can hardly let a “schedule” interfere with such important activity. And once again I felt that it was up to me to take the initiative in such matters.