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He thought he should write, and he wanted to. The impulse was strong. His bodily impulse to move and to go to the bathroom was even stronger. He decided to do that, but felt guilty. He then swept the kitchen, because the body wanted the motion, and so did he.

To some extent he knew this, but felt defiant enough to try it anyway. He had not written. He felt the impulse to paint, and did so, but by late afternoon he was in a very poor mood. He had the sense to write his notes, however, so the issue was not buried. It was a creative conflict.

In such cases, however, and with your understanding, he should feel free to call on you, regardless of what you are doing. This will be easier on you also in the long run. Such issues only arise at certain stages. His mood was so bad because he felt that he could not win no matter what he did. If he had written instead, he thought, then he would have been denying the body impulses. The “error” was simply a result of a series of such denied impulses, that he then let loose at once. It is far better, however, to do that and learn than to deny the impulses altogether.

Physically, now, more important changes have occurred, of significant character. These are triggering others. These sensed changes of course are responsible for the fact that he felt like trying the stairs to begin with.