1 result for (book:tps3 AND heading:"delet session januari 30 1974" AND stemmed:actual)
2/65 (3%)
sportsman
contribution
financial
specialized
painting
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You believed the painting self had to be protected. For one reason, you identified your painting creative self with your father, and you felt that he had had to protect his creative self in the household from your mother. As these ideas became entrenched, you actually became more concerned with protecting your ability than with using it. You spent more mental energy setting up barriers to protect it, so that any one instance, say, of interruption or conflict, would immediately arouse the power of the buried fear, and become a symbol for it. You learned repression. Therefore, free time was not enjoyed creatively. You could not paint freely in it, for you were so on guard against distractions that anything could distract you.
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(“No.... Actually, I have lots of them, but we’ll get to them later.”)
[... 3 paragraphs ...]
