“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

These are all highly creative, regardless of the apparent effects of what you would call the less desirable ones.

All in all he surprised himself by his performance with your parents. Such a performance would have been impossible for him early in your marriage. He simply would have run away, as he wanted to run away this time.

These are obviously not the only issues involved. They were simply trigger points. At the same time he had not found himself yet where he wanted to go with his own career. He never thought of himself beyond the age of 30. In his dreams by then he would be a well-known writer, and that was the glorious end of the tale.

There were then physical side-effects. He was used to dealing with parents as enemies. Your own position as partially in league with those enemies, to his way of thinking, confused him further. His loyalty to you would make him by turns deny any backed-up feelings toward your parents, and then he would be forced to recognize them, and in doing so he would become angry at you for having parents.

The difference in age to some extent applied, in that he became angry at you then for being enough older than he so that your aging parents would become a difficulty. Such problems would have had to be faced in any case, but they were faced creatively, and brought about these sessions and your own psychic developments.

Ruburt would do well, in fact, to speak to Mattie sometimes mentally.

Dorothy is also there, and another member of the family from the west coast (California) will shortly join them. You may possibly be aware of Ruburt’s father before he is. He would be afraid of frightening Ruburt, regardless of Ruburt’s work.

(“How would he appear to Ruburt?”)