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Ruburt is indeed out of the basic feeling-tone that brought about his malady. The feeling-tone however also helped to bring about our sessions as well, even though he did not become ill in your terms until afterward.

The feeling-tone of Ruburt’s mentioned earlier in your terms, the negative one, was triggered as you know by his reaction to your illness, which was followed by rising difficulties on the part of your own parents. He felt trapped by them, having to help them, as he felt trapped by his own mother.

It was the religious connection at your father’s funeral that upset him. His reactions were based upon the past and had to be brought up into the present, and worked through, and this largely has been done. Your mother, for example, is quite aware that Ruburt has in his own way grown to cherish her.

Ruburt’s father is with his mother from this life. She waited for him before reincarnating. They were closely involved in other relationships in past lives.

On another level she encouraged Ruburt in his own development. As Ruburt knows she was a Christian Scientist and a reader. Both grandmothers, while seeming so different, were more than usually concerned with the nature of the soul, and their idea of what religion was.

Ruburt would do well, in fact, to speak to Mattie sometimes mentally.

In developing his own abilities and searching for answers through these sessions, Ruburt also unconsciously sought, and seeks, finds answers for his mother, since she was unable to find them, and answers for his grandfather Burdo as well. (“Little Daddy,” as Jane called him.)

Ruburt’s father was very bound to his mother. The energy went out of him with her passing. He had no intention of living to a ripe old age. (Del died at 66, very suddenly, of a cerebral hemorrhage.) He was very uneasy about Ruburt, until Ruburt met you, and he then turned Ruburt over to you.

Dorothy is also there, and another member of the family from the west coast (California) will shortly join them. You may possibly be aware of Ruburt’s father before he is. He would be afraid of frightening Ruburt, regardless of Ruburt’s work.

(“How would he appear to Ruburt?”)

Now you may end the session. My heartiest regards to you both. Remember to have Ruburt speak mentally to Mattie. Her thoughts are turned somewhat in your direction because of events.