1 result for (book:tps1 AND session:533 AND stemmed:deep)
4/40 (10%)
land
gardening
dwelling
ambiguous
purchase
[... 4 paragraphs ...]
(To me:) I have a few comments before dictation. Give me a moment. (Long pause.) You have a deep love of the land, from your Denmark days. Early in this life you also enjoyed it. You liked working with the land, but because of conflicts with your father you turned against, for example, gardening.
[... 1 paragraph ...]
Some of these feelings are also projected upon the apartment house at large, and mask your deep love of your studio, despite all disadvantages.
[... 2 paragraphs ...]
There is simply a deep difference. Ruburt for example will enjoy and make use of whatever land he has, be it only the dirt in a window-sill plot. He does not have ambiguous feelings to supercharge his reactions in this particular area. To you this apartment house and its grounds are considered in terms of land, and dwelling. You think of the land you do not have. You have not been able to take advantage of the yard or the ground available as positive things of joy and refreshment, and have therefore been denied an extra advantage from this place, and the conditions that Ruburt has enjoyed.
[... 15 paragraphs ...]
It upsets Ruburt when you talk of moving, but make no actions to do so, because subconsciously it reminds him of the deep uncertainty and insecurity he felt when he was in the orphanage. Never knowing when he would go home or not, he kept himself in a constant state of readiness to leave. Various dates were given and then his leaving was postponed several times.
[... 13 paragraphs ...]
