1 result for (book:tps1 AND session:533 AND stemmed:but)
6/40 (15%)
land
gardening
dwelling
ambiguous
purchase
[... 4 paragraphs ...]
(To me:) I have a few comments before dictation. Give me a moment. (Long pause.) You have a deep love of the land, from your Denmark days. Early in this life you also enjoyed it. You liked working with the land, but because of conflicts with your father you turned against, for example, gardening.
You have ambiguous feelings about Ruburt’s garden for this reason. You are pleased with his obvious productivity with plants, outside. You remember how strict your father was however, and methodical, in gardening. This annoyed you greatly, but now to some extent you identify with those leanings, and look down upon the garden when Ruburt does not find his way to follow the gardening rules.
[... 2 paragraphs ...]
Some of these feelings have indeed led you to a strongly charged attitude in some (underlined) cases, a bit out of proportion. (Humorously.) This is not to say that one of you is completely right and the other completely wrong, but I will tell you this: you can count upon Ruburt to recognize immediately and intuitively cases of such overly charged behavior on your part.
[... 1 paragraph ...]
He thinks of this place in terms of a dwelling rather than as land, but because his attitude is not charged and because he does love land, he is able to enjoy what land there is. Now he compares this place for example to his childhood home, as subconsciously you compare it to yours, whether you know it or not. He comes out far above in comparison. You do not, and this angers you.
[... 14 paragraphs ...]
It upsets Ruburt when you talk of moving, but make no actions to do so, because subconsciously it reminds him of the deep uncertainty and insecurity he felt when he was in the orphanage. Never knowing when he would go home or not, he kept himself in a constant state of readiness to leave. Various dates were given and then his leaving was postponed several times.
[... 11 paragraphs ...]
(10:10. Jane’s trance had been good—she was far out, she said. Her pace had also been good. I thought the material excellent. It should prove very useful. I had suspected some points, but most was very revealing, especially my subconscious reasons re land ownership, Jane’s very excellent way of personifying wherever she lived, etc., and her unknown ability for real estate dealing, etc.
[... 1 paragraph ...]
