“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Today while relaxing, Jane received two impressions, both somewhat worrisome, that we hoped Seth would cover tonight.

(Last night Jane woke me up shouting in pain, because of a cramp in her back, momentarily. We wanted Seth to discuss this also.

(It will be recalled that I had my excellent pendulum session last Sunday, November 5, pinpointing the part I played in Jane’s symptoms. Using the pendulum each day since then, I have been surprised to note a rapid change in some inner attitudes. I wanted to know if these changes, from negative to positive, were legitimate, and possible in such a short time.

(Jane began speaking in trance this evening at a slower rate that usual.)

It may seem to you (Jane pointed to me) that this would not be the case, and that the caution is unnecessary. A part of you, however, does strongly resent the material benefits that you did derive from your early commercial work. There is a bitterness picked up from your family, working here. It is so well hidden that it has gone almost unrecognized. This is apart from your conflicting ideas concerning success, but colors them.

Now. Ruburt was simply kicking up a fuss last night (with Jane’s back cramps). Physically, he had begun to use muscles in a more normal manner, and to activate some muscles that he had hardly used for some time.

(10:22—10:23. Jane said she had a peculiar feeling of sadness at the above information. I then wondered aloud at the apparent suddenness of the breakup of symptoms, just three days after my pendulum session of last Sunday, and two days after the session with Seth on Monday, November 6. This brought Seth back at once.)

(10:28. Jane had delivered the above dialogue with her eyes wide open and very dark. She had been farther out, she said. Now she felt “real weird,” she said, understanding, sad, yet glad also. The feeling was like the feeling she had experienced last night when she had cried out because of the back cramps, she said.

(The above are the two impressions Jane received while relaxing today.)

(“Did Jane know about the death of Otto Binder’s daughter?”)

(10:54. Jane was fairly well dissociated, etc. We learned about the death of Otto’s daughter Mary, on a conscious level, this week when we bought a recent book by Otto on flying saucers, and read the dedication. The book was published in March 1967. In the “old days” I drew many a comic-book story by Otto.)