“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Ruburt is particularly now ready and able to start anew, and he has already done so. It should be realized however that this starting anew is also a relative term, dependent upon other beneficial initiations that have been going on for several months, and that make this final—in this phase—start possible. (One minute pause.)

At times it masquerades as a distaste for material possessions, but often it is simply also resentment. In secret parts of yourself this does cause some considerable bitterness that works to your disadvantage. (Long pause.) You have been afraid of success for the reasons stated, yet resentful that you did not have the material acquisitions that go with it. (Pause.)

I am trying to tell you that you have concentrated as strongly at times in a negative manner on success symbols (pause), as others might in a positive manner to acquire them. In either case the focus upon success symbols was there. I do not believe you were aware of this. Instead of course the concentration should be upon fulfilling your abilities, all of them, and financial success will come.

On a physical level only, there were then some strains and tensions, fairly normal under the circumstances. On deeper levels however there was conflict, and normal enough rebellion considering the situation. (Pause.) The part of the self who considered the symptoms necessary, you see, has realized they are no longer necessary, but still some habit persists.

Give us a moment. (Pause, long.) The telegram impression is legitimate. The telegram may or may not be received by you, but having to do with family, yours or Ruburt’s, I am not sure. Or it will be received by one of your family or Ruburt’s. (Pause.)

The uterus (pause) impression had to do with Vivian (Crowder) I believe (pause), and Ruburt picked it up from your mother, who is not consciously aware of the knowledge. (Pause.) A harmless cyst. Perhaps six months involved here. It’s importance simply being the result of a previous operation. No danger involved.

It is aiding in this new impetus, and will find itself rejuvenated. It always releases the spontaneous self under such conditions, and experiences a refreshing new spiritual birth itself. (Pause.)