“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Last night Jane had trouble sleeping. She was out-of- body often, she said, and on at least one occasion was aware of my own astral presence with her. Jane recalled at least three episodes of astral travel. She had experiences involving caskets, death, etc...but said these episodes were separated in time, at least one of the times being quite long ago. Jane said she was aware of wanting to contact John’s wife Peg during these travels, without the experience being “unpleasant” for either of them...

He should remember to recognize resentment when he feels it, and then to realize that the resentment can be dismissed, can fall away from him. The initial recognition must be made, however. Then have him imagine plucking out the resentment by the roots and replacing it with a positive feeling. But he must imagine the plucking-out process.

His wife has already established contacts in another reality. Some of these include friends and relations from other lives. A few are persons with whom she seemed to be superficially connected in this life, but the encounters provided deep emotional support that was not obvious.

An Aunt Nellie. Now this Aunt Nellie may have died in 1936, but the date in any case is closely connected with her.

These are simply odd bits of information that have sifted through Peggy’s mind as she reviews memories... Something about being outstanding in a speech class, or in a play, in grade school. About sixth grade. Something that pleased her very much—her performance—it may only have been a time when she recited well, but she smiles about it.

She is already running about where she is now, and laughing, but she does not want him to be sorrowful. She is collecting her memories, and putting them in order. She laughs and says: “It is like juggling letters in the alphabet, and trying to hold them in an open kerchief.” She has them all. She is trying to make them neat, so it is difficult to tell him things clearly, now, but she is not worried.

Give us a moment. My attention seems drawn to a bottom dresser drawer, of dark wood rather than light. It seems to have clothes but with a portion of the bottom of the drawer showing between, and somewhere in there a small notebook of some kind, or photographs that mean much to her.

I have appeared to her as a very gentle John of the Disciples, and spoken with her. This is not trickery, but a method of helping that she can accept. It is not unusual for those trying to help, to assume such comforting forms and images. This is a period of new learning for her.

She is used to movement now, and in the past. Returning to the body she would become confused with the body’s behavior. Give us a moment. When the transition is complete for her, and she is fully organized, she will be able to visit John, but she will also be involved in rather intensive training periods of her own, and will be more alive than ever.

Now. The new body is of course not a new body at all, but simply a body not physical in your terms, one that you use in astral projections, one that gives the vitality and strength to the physical body that you know.

John must tell her that she is free to leave, and that he joyfully gives her her freedom, so that even after death she does not feel that she must stay close to him. She knows now for certain that they will be reunited, but she knows that he cannot be as aware of this as she is. She is also aware of their previous relationships now however, though all of this information is not yet clear to her. So she sees him as the self that he knows, and also as the people he has been, and already looks upon him with new eyes.