“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

He did not mean to stay within physical reality. He only came to show you what was possible, and to bring the both of you to an understanding of inner reality. He chose his illness, it was not thrust upon him. He did not want to be of the earth. He was done with it, and he only returned so that both of you could learn the truths and inner realities that you are now seeking.

He was indeed involved in scientific endeavors, both in Atlantis and in Egypt, but he had no desire to continue those pursuits in this present existence. He had gone quite beyond them. As his uncle, the father was also involved with him in two past lives in the same relationship, and as priests they were also interested in the inner workings of the universe.

You are here for one evening. We can hardly cover much. We have 12th-century Poland for your wife, the earlier existences given earlier. Your main hope and desire now is for inner security that you are not on shifting sands. Remember you form the sands that shift, and in yourself you will find the answers if you are not impatient. You must not demand them of yourself, you must let them come.

... your inner selves will digest what I have said and what I will say... (and this is more important than) 10 pages of notes and dates that you cannot check, since the lives were so long ago. There were however some records ... not papers ... that exist along the way, and sometime if it will ease your mind we will endeavor to give them to you.

You want basically to teach. You must teach before you can preach, and you must know before you can teach. You are on the way toward learning, and then you can teach. You affect others, and want to move them, and you want to move them in certain directions. Before you can develop your abilities fully however you must have the inner strength that comes from your own inner learning. You have learned from your own vacillation.

They can confuse you as to the nature of your own identity. You become the role. There should be a standing back within yourself for a while. The problems which you have set yourself can be solved, or the challenges you have set yourself can be met, in several ways. You have choices. There is not one way. It is your attitude that is important, and the flexibility of your inner self.

There will be contact in your dream states. You are to rely upon the inner knowledge that he has intuitively made clear to you. You are not to rely upon him, but upon what he gave you. You are to look within yourselves, and he has left you the strengths to do so. (Pause.

(Smile.) You were a cowboy(to Dave), but not in this country. In France. You were not professionally a cowboy, but you dealt with transportation involved with horses. You did not die by gun wound. (Dave had said he thought he had, at last break.) You inflicted such a wound upon another, though this was in self-protection, and emotional impetus of the time was strongly written upon your inner memory.