“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

He did not mean to stay within physical reality. He only came to show you what was possible, and to bring the both of you to an understanding of inner reality. He chose his illness, it was not thrust upon him. He did not want to be of the earth. He was done with it, and he only returned so that both of you could learn the truths and inner realities that you are now seeking.

You want basically to teach. You must teach before you can preach, and you must know before you can teach. You are on the way toward learning, and then you can teach. You affect others, and want to move them, and you want to move them in certain directions. Before you can develop your abilities fully however you must have the inner strength that comes from your own inner learning. You have learned from your own vacillation.

You are to develop your own abilities, and he will help you develop them now. In many ways he is able to communicate with you now, as he could not as a child. (Pause.) You will have much to tell others, and you will be able to help them. I am speaking now to the father; but only if you look for answers within yourself and not from others.