1 result for (book:tes9 AND heading:"esp class juli 15 1969" AND stemmed:self)
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Now. You must realize that within this room, and within any room, at any time there are other personalities that you do not perceive. There are ways of perceiving them if they choose to be perceived. Possibly, with some help from certain directions, we shall see what we can do in other classes. And our friend Ruburt is quite correct, you (WL) learn the nature of the inner self first....and then we shall help you in the development of your own abilities. And before too long, we will have a message for you to take to heart.
[... 4 paragraphs ...]
Now. We will try to have a session for you (WL), our friend William the Bull, shortly... and clear up some of your difficulties... for some of them are because you are bull-headed. You will not let the inner self speak clearly enough to you... so we will give it the voice that you can hear... And, you will know when we have the session, you will intuitively realize that what we say is true... And there is no need to fight what you are fighting... And the secret that you try so hard to hide from your conscious mind is not that terrible a secret. There is some past life that operated in your case that has caused a block, and we hope that we can help you remove it. Bulls can rip down fences.
[... 2 paragraphs ...]
Bega has had many lives...Do not limit yourself in your thinking... do not limit yourself in your feelings... and do not retreat in the summertime from your inner self.
Now. There has been energy present in this room, and strong energy, this evening. But you have not been serious enough about using it, nor have you been playful enough to use it without serious note. You may use it in two ways, you see. You may play with it and use it marvelously... or you may use it seriously... But in between you will not use it at all, for you cannot harness it. And in your own daily activities, in your playful moments, serious moments, you can almost achieve the freedom that the inner self knows. But in your mundane moments, you will not achieve it. And when you half try, you will not achieve it.
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And this part that you see and that appears in this room... and that can show joy, and show its existence and reality, that can call to you beyond space and time, that shows such energy, that shows you what energy can blow through such a small and slight frame... that self is a small part of my reality. For some time yet, you will need its familiarity. And you will need the human characteristics that you know ... and that were mine...and they are still mine, for this self of mine that I show to you does still exist and grow. But beyond that self, there is another self, and still another self... of which I am fully aware. And that self can see through physical reality. And to that self, physical reality is like a breath of smoke in air ... and that self does not need the characteristics that you know and find so endearing. And yet it is not an unemotional self; it is a self that has condensed emotions; and, it is not distant.
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