“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

It is because of this that he speaks through you, because of your youth, and because your condition in this system or life somewhat approximates his own situation within another system. The difficulties will be ironed out as you work together. There is much that you can do, and indeed that you must do if you wish the situation to continue and improve.

Now. If you decide to devote this time, energy and concentration to these endeavors consistently, then you should indeed meet with success. Time is necessary, for certain portions of your personality must be given the opportunity to catch up with other portions. You have been doing very well. The breather and the change of environment is good for you just now. This is a rather a weighty endeavor, therefore you should indeed realize what it requires of you. If you are willing then you shall do well, for the abilities are indeed there, and you can learn to use them.

(A puzzled gesture.) There is something connected with the town that has to do with the word west. Perhaps the Spanish word meaning west was in the town’s name. I do not know, but the connection is there. (Pause, eyes closed.)

(“Do you want to spell that out?”)

I do not believe I can get the name any clearer. Al E Donna.

I am not sugar-coating the process for you, for this would not be to your advantage. Nor will I understate the advantages that can be yours if you do so continue, for there are many. There will be direct experience of inner reality that is encountered most infrequently, and expansion of consciousness and a resulting fulfillment of your own personality.

Those who search for truths must search wholeheartedly, or they find only half-truths, and some half-truths are as dangerous as lies. There is opportunity for you here, if you are willing to do the work involved, and a satisfaction that can be found in no other way.

Your material has not been coming through clearly for the reasons given. This does not mean that it will not improve, for it will if you persist. The important element is your own intent. You do not have to set about converting others for example, but you do need to devote some large measure of mental and emotional intensity inward. You will have your material on past lives before you leave here.

Now. There was a large family from which this relative came. I believe he was the third born to the family. A connection here with the letter J, with a 1936 date, and something which I do not understand—a connection with an upside-down umbrella, that may represent a symbol, a coat of arms, a sign on a shop door, I have no idea.