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He knew that he would never do this. There is a strange, indeed rock-bottom refusal here, on his part to hurt anyone deeply, for whatever reason. It is impossible for his personality therefore to do anything he feels (underlined) would hurt the one person in the world with whom he feels close.

This would have operated as a self-punishment for the symptoms inflicted upon Ruburt, had they continued throughout any period of years. Such duality cannot exist for long without destroying creative aspects of the personality.

You had made your peace, both of you, at another level, but the two personalities as you know them still had to come to terms in your normal reality. Ruburt has an unfortunate sense of unworthiness, without which the situation could not have developed.

There are also quite beneficial forces in your personalities that uphold you both, and of which you are unaware.