“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

The anticipated change of schedule now will help Ruburt conquer problems that otherwise could be bothersome this week, and will head off any difficulties. The next week, the vacation week, will see a remarkable change for the better. The result of the breakup of pattern giving him time to rest and utilize, through constructive habit, what he has learned.

They are the ghost, you see. Perhaps I did not put myself clearly. (In the last session.) They are vanishing, in that they no longer have the power to frighten him in the same way that his physical symptoms had in the past. He can see, even in them, his way out of them. Physically speaking in your terms, they will be largely, and I mean largely, minimized as these actions of yours break up the cues. This week and next, in other words, if you follow your plans.

He is making an endeavor to speak to you, not only in the resentments, but wishes. There was therefore interaction last evening when he felt resentful on a sensitive matter. He already felt he had reached a victory in approaching you after arguing with himself. He will not always be so sensitive to rebuff, you see.

Often he wanted you to approach him in intimate terms, but felt unworthy because of his condition, and because he felt that you found it distasteful, and even degrading. This set up conflict on going to bed, you see.

He knew this, this being fairly natural, but he exaggerated your feeling, you see, because of his mental attitude, and felt he would be asking for alms.

(Pause.) PEC… P E C… I believe, (shakes head) Pectorillin… (My phonetic interpretation). I am no medical man… Because of the psychological condition he extracted, or he used this in both whole milk and beer, in such a way that it left residues near certain joints, blocking passageways and allowing fluids to accumulate. These are now working outward normally through the system as the circulatory system becomes normally activated. There may have been a connection with salt here also, but this is past.

(“How about if he uses some of it tonight, if he stays up to write as he plans?”)

He may use it any time it is convenient. I do not know whether it stains, for example. It would be particularly beneficial before sleeping, massaged in or before swimming. We will then end our session. My heartiest wishes to you both.