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(Jane felt quite restless and energetic before the session, and her symptoms had subsided to a minimum after a poor night and morning. She began speaking in trance at a good pace; her eyes opened often, her voice was active, and she was smoking.)

The resentment was basic. The ESP book brought this out; that is, did not cause the resentment—the resentment was there—but allowed the resentment release. He did not feel that the publisher shared any enthusiasm from the beginning. He did feel that Wollheim did, and had no resentment toward Wollheim, though he did not publish the book. He felt Wollheim’s enthusiasm.

The power of his energies, unfortunately, can be seen quite clearly in the severity of the symptoms that the energy formed when it was so misdirected. The personal material on his background that I gave you is all part of this, of course. He felt extreme resentment at Fell generally. Since he did not want to hurt anyone, this ricocheted, affecting him. (F. Fell published the ESP book.)

If fear or resentment stops up the flow, then their origin, untranslated, unredeemed and unsublimated, causes physical symptoms and disorders. The system will right itself if given any chance. The poetry is his best touchstone here. He was angry at Fell for rather obvious reasons, but the reasons involved his work, which touched upon his energy, and this caused then the unfortunate comparison between Fell and Ruburt’s father. He reacted then as Ruburt’s mother reacted when deserted by the father. He adopted the same symptoms if not the disease itself.

The intuitive self is now freed enough to make this possible, and provide the way, you see. The dream book should be finished. The resentment was not connected with the book per se, and in fact hampered the book’s development.

Ruburt was furious. (Friday morning, March 3,1967.) He thought he was being put off with the phone call. He did not admit his anger, and attempted to soothe himself with other suggestions.

He was also angry that friends arrived near midnight, since already he felt poorly. Again he said nothing and the symptoms grew all the stronger as his desire grew to tell them to leave. The night symptoms should vanish. Without intensive constructive suggestions before sleep the personality shows the status quo relationship of its condition, whatever it is. If it is poor, the sleep is poor, and the inner intuitions denied their therapeutic functions.