“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

It is this basic feeling about the book and Saratoga that suddenly activated past associations and brought on some identification with his mother. He should remember here that he is not the person who lived in Saratoga now, unless he chooses in a self-limiting way to be so. The book itself, oddly enough, provides a certain protection for it informs others of his basic strength. It shocked him to know that people of the past were reading the book in his present, and seemed to draw him closer to those original associations that caused him to leave Saratoga.

Reading this material and understanding the nature of this attack should end it. His book is helping others in Saratoga. He should be drawing gratitude and health from this thought reality. The yoga exercises will in themselves straighten out the kinks here, with his understanding, as he begins to automatically attract forces of health and vitality.

He felt that the dream book had let him down when it was rejected. His last experience in sitting in a yard with any regularity happened many years ago. He recalls a photo of his mother in the backyard when he was about seven. She had difficulty then and could not walk well. Because of other conflicts he remembered this, this Summer when he sat in the yard. His mother visited chiropractors, osteopaths, and he knows it. This gives rise to a suggestibility that should be taken into consideration in any visits of his own.

If he were not already sensitized, these connections would not have bothered him, and they should fade as the general sensitivity disappears. It was because of such sensitivities being activated that Ruburt earlier responded in Marathon (Florida) to a sweater sent by his mother.

The dreams he had tried to give him warning of probabilities, and he should have questioned me or used the pendulum. There were a series of these and I could have been asked for an interpretation. I told him to use positive suggestion concerning his mother before her letters. Positive suggestion should be used, a practice he began and discontinued.

He should not attempt at this time to write anything more than a friendly letter to his mother. When he tries to open up in a letter he panics. The pendulum sessions are helping indeed. I have given you most beneficial material this evening and I will close our session. Ruburt should read this many times.