“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

At the same time, of course, conflicting is the desire to be known as a successful writer in his hometown, but to do so he must be known again, you see. He is afraid, literally, walking the streets of Saratoga, sneaking in and out when he visits. But here he feels is the best part of himself, unprotected, and the self he tried really to hide, now displayed.

It is this basic feeling about the book and Saratoga that suddenly activated past associations and brought on some identification with his mother. He should remember here that he is not the person who lived in Saratoga now, unless he chooses in a self-limiting way to be so. The book itself, oddly enough, provides a certain protection for it informs others of his basic strength. It shocked him to know that people of the past were reading the book in his present, and seemed to draw him closer to those original associations that caused him to leave Saratoga.

Reading this material and understanding the nature of this attack should end it. His book is helping others in Saratoga. He should be drawing gratitude and health from this thought reality. The yoga exercises will in themselves straighten out the kinks here, with his understanding, as he begins to automatically attract forces of health and vitality.

Now. The sore hip episodes represented the peak of inner panic, and the crises point of the whole affair. Ruburt recognized this as a particular danger point and managed to break away here. He began slowly to open up the channels he had closed and he took first steps toward regaining health. He could have become seriously ill several months ago, but he avoided this. He has been on a road to recovery since, though an uneven one. When he returns to work, this is the first sign.

Give me a moment. (Pause.) It is a rather lengthy explanation. (Pause.) The cavemen were pseudorealities. There were five others involved. There was a time travel here, but it was into a probable past. You knew that this was a reality in which you had not participated. You were in no danger within it, for you had never existed in it. The others were probability travelers like yourself. If you like, I will give you a more detailed explanation at our next session.