“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now, the television screen represented your abilities—it transmitted the messages. In the dream you could not turn it off, and you put up a shield. Underneath you are frightened that these abilities will lead you along the paths that you have lead, that despite all your deliberations you will lead to another religion signified by the Buddha. And you are tempted at times to close these off for that reason, but you are also afraid that you have gone so far so quickly that the abilities cannot be closed off, and you cannot close the channel. You are also wondering what thing can come through the channels that you have not anticipated. You are strongly inclined, as you know, toward mystical matters. At the same time, because of your background, you also distrust mystical matters to some extent. You do not want them to pop up again in new guises.

Now see, you are smiling and that is much better. This was supposed to be your break, but I could not stand such a long face over here. Now, you were a fine Irishman at one time. The good Father Aloysious Ian and it was not Ian Aloysious, it was Aloysious Ian. Father indeed. Do not look at me like that. So free yourself entirely. These words, as you listen to them later, should bring other intuitions to you and insights concerning past life experience. Free yourself. You see, while you harbor bitter feelings toward any person or any organization you are not free, and you will misinterpret your information to that degree. I am sorry I forgot to smile. That is almost an Irish smile. I will let you return, and then I will return but I had to catch him on that.