“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now, the television screen represented your abilities—it transmitted the messages. In the dream you could not turn it off, and you put up a shield. Underneath you are frightened that these abilities will lead you along the paths that you have lead, that despite all your deliberations you will lead to another religion signified by the Buddha. And you are tempted at times to close these off for that reason, but you are also afraid that you have gone so far so quickly that the abilities cannot be closed off, and you cannot close the channel. You are also wondering what thing can come through the channels that you have not anticipated. You are strongly inclined, as you know, toward mystical matters. At the same time, because of your background, you also distrust mystical matters to some extent. You do not want them to pop up again in new guises.

We have an abbess (Yvette) and in the relationships of those days there was an easygoing give and take between the convent and the house of the priest, and you were rather closely involved. You have been involved largely in two areas, and both of them have been strong. You have been involved as a mystic and you were a mystic when you were an abbess, regardless of your extracurricular activities. And you have also been involved as a courtesan. Now, these two are not as widely separated as it would appear for in both aspects you were dealing with strong personal relationships. You were also looking for answers in whatever capacity you found yourself. The two of you are together now in order to help solve some of the problems that you encountered together in this particular past life. Now, because of some of your ideas at the time, he formulated certain laws and regulations. The two of you were, therefore, involved and deeply involved.