“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(To Jason.) Now, first of all, your enthusiasm and your energy, these qualities are good. I would like you, however, to realize the strong emotional content within your own mind and you in yours. You do not have all of your reincarnational backgrounds and one life in particular may surprise you considerably. There is a reason why you were in the particular spiritual predicament in which you found yourself for there are always reasons. Those who set up laws and rules and regulations often find themselves confronted with those laws and rules and regulations in other lives and through their own struggle then, to escape from these, then they learn that the laws and rules and regulations were not beneficial. If you have a strong emotional feeling of this nature, then ask yourself for the reason behind it.

Now, the television screen represented your abilities—it transmitted the messages. In the dream you could not turn it off, and you put up a shield. Underneath you are frightened that these abilities will lead you along the paths that you have lead, that despite all your deliberations you will lead to another religion signified by the Buddha. And you are tempted at times to close these off for that reason, but you are also afraid that you have gone so far so quickly that the abilities cannot be closed off, and you cannot close the channel. You are also wondering what thing can come through the channels that you have not anticipated. You are strongly inclined, as you know, toward mystical matters. At the same time, because of your background, you also distrust mystical matters to some extent. You do not want them to pop up again in new guises.