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(To Giselle.) Now, this need not be a long session. I am speaking because you wanted me to attend class this evening.
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(Continuing to Jason.) Now, you did not come here for platitudes with which you are familiar. I like you. I enjoy your enthusiasm and your humor but because you have come so far here, it is also my responsibility to speak to you plainly, and so I am doing so.
You said earlier you were still learning and searching, and I am simply telling you to continue to do so and to make sure that you also search those attitudes of yours of which you are most certain. This is the portion, you see, that can so easily escape your examination. You are angry at what you have done to yourself because in a past life you had much to do with the organization that you do not now like. There is nothing of guilt in this. I am not telling you to feel guilty for the past. I am simply trying to explain to you those inner motives that also operate. What you feel is legitimate but it is also charged heavily because of your own past existence—so, if I am warning you, I am simply warning you gently. And I am smiling. I am trying to get these muscles to smile so when you listen to the recording, and if the voice sounds harsh, then remember that the mechanics are not simple either.
You have done very well. As you know, you are beginning an important venture, and that is why I want you to examine your feelings and motives now. You have done so, but you have not examined the specific attitudes of which I am speaking. You have taken them for granted as beginning in this life and as a result of this life’s experience. Now, you have always been involved with churches, and you are only now learning to relieve inner truths outward without dogma. This also has something to do, as you see, with the dream. You fear again the old bugaboo would return.
Now see, you are smiling and that is much better. This was supposed to be your break, but I could not stand such a long face over here. Now, you were a fine Irishman at one time. The good Father Aloysious Ian and it was not Ian Aloysious, it was Aloysious Ian. Father indeed. Do not look at me like that. So free yourself entirely. These words, as you listen to them later, should bring other intuitions to you and insights concerning past life experience. Free yourself. You see, while you harbor bitter feelings toward any person or any organization you are not free, and you will misinterpret your information to that degree. I am sorry I forgot to smile. That is almost an Irish smile. I will let you return, and then I will return but I had to catch him on that.
(To Rachel.) And I am glad that you almost remembered I gave you that information in the dream the night before. I have been here all night behind this chair smiling particularly at you for various reasons I know that you know. Now you may take your break.
(After break to Jason.) I’m telling you what I think it is most important that you know this evening. You relate to other people, as you know, and they respond to your emotional warmth. You are good, therefore, in reading for others for this reason. You are strong, emotionally. For the same reason, however, watch your material for you will often emotionally read into it what is not there. Now, I am speaking in terms of theories. You can trust your intuitions with people. They are very strong, but you can have a tendency to emotionally color material that is not personally related to others, so simply watch yourself in that respect, that is all. Now, do you have a question?
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(To Dennis and Giselle.) Now, you two will be around here for some time and as we have done with the other students here, we will do you in depth. I am smiling. Why is it that with new people, I have to say I am jovial? Ruburt’s muscles do not do what I want them to do, but then they are all I have to work with and so I cannot complain. It could be worse.
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(To Sally) We will make another try. I am yanking them out of their bodies one by one, you see, and this one yells and at the last moment pulls back. You do well when you do not realize what you are doing, but I want you to become aware and to use your intellect when you are out of your body, and you cannot do it when you are scared stiff.
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