“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now, I will give you the information now or later, or you may find out the information for yourself using your own abilities and sources. But those who have been princes in the Church in the past often find themselves confronted in later lives with the laws and regulations that they themselves helped form.

Now, the television screen represented your abilities—it transmitted the messages. In the dream you could not turn it off, and you put up a shield. Underneath you are frightened that these abilities will lead you along the paths that you have lead, that despite all your deliberations you will lead to another religion signified by the Buddha. And you are tempted at times to close these off for that reason, but you are also afraid that you have gone so far so quickly that the abilities cannot be closed off, and you cannot close the channel. You are also wondering what thing can come through the channels that you have not anticipated. You are strongly inclined, as you know, toward mystical matters. At the same time, because of your background, you also distrust mystical matters to some extent. You do not want them to pop up again in new guises.

In one evening it is impossible to go into the complications of that existence, or for that matter, of this one. You may be able to get further information through your own sources and abilities. If not, and if you request it, we will see what we can do from this end.