“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

You have ambiguous feelings about Ruburt’s garden for this reason. You are pleased with his obvious productivity with plants, outside. You remember how strict your father was however, and methodical, in gardening. This annoyed you greatly, but now to some extent you identify with those leanings, and look down upon the garden when Ruburt does not find his way to follow the gardening rules.

There is simply a deep difference. Ruburt for example will enjoy and make use of whatever land he has, be it only the dirt in a window-sill plot. He does not have ambiguous feelings to supercharge his reactions in this particular area. To you this apartment house and its grounds are considered in terms of land, and dwelling. You think of the land you do not have. You have not been able to take advantage of the yard or the ground available as positive things of joy and refreshment, and have therefore been denied an extra advantage from this place, and the conditions that Ruburt has enjoyed.

While you want land, you also fear that it will tie you down, and to some extent your feelings are ambiguous. This added to the points mentioned earlier, has largely prevented any move; far more, I believe, than any financial considerations.

(I will make the attempt to change negative attitudes. I have often puzzled over our lack of action in seeking larger quarters, etc. My ambiguous feelings re owning land, rather than purely financial considerations, is quite instructive, etc.)

Emphasis should not be on performance but on expression, and Ruburt particularly encouraged to express all feelings, no matter how ambiguous. [...] The ambiguous feelings must be expressed. [...]

[...] Ruburt’s ambiguous feelings and the various stages of repression are clearly seen there. [...]

You yourself were also not willing to face consciously certain possible consequences directly, for example—of television appearances; possibilities of fame, etc., and you were ambiguous in that regard. That ambiguity gave silent consent in many instances. [...]

[...] You also still remember that the father of your child was a woman, and your sister, and so in this life you have found the relationship ambiguous.

[...] The witness said the data contained many intuitive insights, etc., citing especially the material re ambiguous relationships, etc.)

My feelings are ambiguous—should I go along with this, doing nothing otherwise, or try to get some James though I don’t feel like it particularly or get up and walk around? [...]

[...] Ambiguity everywhere surrounds you, so that it can seem that few issues are clear-cut, or can be directly acted upon, and in those areas your experience of course confirms those beliefs. [...]

In those instances you both became ambiguous and frightened once again. [...]

(Note the ambiguity this evening as to just who or what was coming through. [...]

[...] He called a colleague of his who was in Ithaca, and described Jane’s finger condition to him, but if memory serves he received ambiguous information again. [...]

(8:25.) Ruburt also learned more or less of the ambiguous results of the blood tests held previously (last week). [...]

[...] For many people will accept the same philosophy when expressed as it was in the 725th session, and yet be quite upset when those ideas are discussed in the vernacular, in language that certainly cannot be considered ambiguous in any fashion.)

[...] As mentioned, in the past at least your actions were ambiguous enough to fit in. [...]

[...] The ambiguities, the contrasts, the similarities, the affirmation of the creature self, allows for the free flow of emotion. [...]

[...] You also still remember that the father of your child was a woman, and your sister, and so in this life you have found the relationship ambiguous.

[...] The witness said the data contained many intuitive insights, etc., citing especially the material re ambiguous relationships, etc.)

[...] She also thought the church’s teachings about motherhood were ambiguous. [...]

For some time, subjectively, he was in a highly ambiguous position. [...]

Now your own feelings toward success are highly ambiguous, and in the past neither of you really discussed them, so there was fertile ground for Ruburt to exaggerate some of your ideas and feelings.

[...] He must deal with beliefs and feelings often so ambiguous that no clear line of action seems possible. [...]

[...] You have, of course, a strong drive toward sexuality, and if you believe that it is to be shunned at the same time, then you are in a very ambiguous position. [...]

[...] Find the ambiguities. [...]

[...] Much more of your knowledge can be conscious, therefore; but a false belief, a limiting one, is as ambiguous to your nature as any apple tree’s idea that it was a violet plant.

Before puberty there is the same kind of seeming ambiguity. [...]

[...] Their feelings toward parents become ambiguous as a result of the identification procedures thrust upon them. [...]

[...] There is nothing wrong with ambiguous feelings. [...]