“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

[...] In Ruburt’s experience,¹⁰ the two finally began to work together as they should. [...]

In concluding this note, I should add that our neighbor, Frank Corio, was involved in other house connections with Jane and me — some of them quite as intriguing as the one just described.

[...] Your own physical system, you should remember, is only real and concrete within its own field. [...]

Having created them because of your abilities, you then perceived them as objectified apparitions in physical reality, when Ruburt immediately made the conscious comparison, and resolved that you should never end up looking like them … or filled with the bitterness that was written in their faces. [...]

(And later yet:) Ruburt should have another experience involving me or my voice….

[...] How far back into camouflage time should one try to trace such connections?

[...] I tell myself that I should try to do that, even now, however.

[...] I still remember asking myself as I trotted along on my 65th birthday on June 20: “Should I still be doing this?” My answer was yes, for that action, free of any other personal responsibility, helped me stay connected with the outside world in my own way. [...]

[...] Seth didn’t seem to mind them at all, but I forced myself to go along because I thought I should. [...]

It should be obvious in this mere sketch that I’m groping for answers through which to understand Jane’s and my own joint world. [...]

[...] Therefore, a kind of momentary gap appeared between his life and his living of it—a pause and a hesitation became obvious between his life and what he should do with it, as his condition showed just before the hospital hiatus.