“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Added conflict when: it looks like I’m getting worse and I get scared; when I’m really improving and get scared, when I feel inferior in stores—the other side of the coin and that keeps me from going out more as it’s supposed to; when I feel I look lousy or see myself naked. [...]

[...] After finishing the session, Jane told me now that she’d also been very blue last night, and “really got scared” this morning at the pain in her side, “imagining all sorts of things.” [...]

[...] I was frightened by her reactions — appalled that after all we were trying to do, she still reacted to something beneficial — the coughing — as something to be scared of. [...]

[...] You are concentrating upon the problem in order to solve it, often scaring yourselves into further depressions. [...]

[...] She said she was doing the same thing she did last night before that session: getting scared, lapsing, while at the same time she tried to get comfortable on her backside. [...]

[...] I hope it will be some help to him—but he need not “scare himself to death” in order to prove that he is alive and vital. [...]

[...] Jane said the question had scared her, because she’d been wondering the same thing. [...]

[...] “God, I’m scared,” she said several times, but couldn’t say why she felt that way, at first. [...]

[...] I’m so scared,” she said to me at 6:30 this morning when I went in to get her up. [...]

[...] I was scared stiff; I’d bitten off quite a bit more than I could chew. [...]

[...] I was more than satisfied with the experience, scare or no; and Rob was envious, telling me that he wouldn’t have panicked under the same conditions. [...]

[...] The other times it has happened it scared me, and I tried to call my husband.”)

Children often scare themselves. [...]

Let’s cut loose, you and I
Before we grow old and scared,
Too timid to breathe, too fearful to blink,
Too cautious to cross a quiet street.

(I was already thinking that we didn’t want to move in any direction until the insurance matter was cleared up, lest it appear that we were running scared. [...]

[...] You do well when you do not realize what you are doing, but I want you to become aware and to use your intellect when you are out of your body, and you cannot do it when you are scared stiff. [...]

(We arrived at the idea of similes for some of the specific material, in case the idea of being exact scared Jane off, and she said she thought the “green cabaret” data might be a case in point.

[...] “I’m scared,” she said again. [...]

[...] [No results in yet of blood tests taken a week ago at St. Joe’s. Tests sent to Rochester.] Jane got more and more depressed and scared as Dr. K. talked, I could see it, in spite of suggestions we’d agreed on before her visit. [...]

[...] Jane snapped right out of trance, quite alert; she remembered the last part of the data and said she “got scared” while giving it, re astral travel. [...]

[...] He tried to speed it up by negatively projecting present problems into the future, hoping to scare himself enough so that he would recover more quickly. [...]