“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(4:00. I described to Jane my dream of last night, and asked that Seth comment next time. One can stand next to the elevator bank and look out at the parking lot for the emergency room at the back of the hospital. I often do this on my way out, for I can see my car out there where I usually park. In my dream I looked out and down at the car, and saw three pieces of paper lying on the asphalt next to the left front wheel of the car. I knew at once that these papers represented three payments of money from the Major Medical division of Blue Cross. In the dream this knowledge at once brought me some peace of mind, and I fell into a deep sleep. It was about 2:00 AM, and I’d spent a restless night, waking up often, worrying about when and if we’d ever get the insurance payment business straightened out.

(1:45. Peggy Gallagher visited, while I went down to billing to correct an error in crediting payments I’d made last month.

(Indeed, I’ve been worrying a lot lately—at times—about whether we’d even be considered by Blue Cross for the major medical payments—so I’ve also been worrying about what we’d do if this worst scenario came to pass. I haven’t told Jane much about my fears. The dream, I knew, resolved my concerns. My fears have been aggravated by the delay in getting our medical records to the insurance company, the length of time it seems to take to get anything resolved—the whole bit. As soon as I had the dream, I told Jane, I took it for granted that things would be okay.

[...] She also explained something to me about indigence—how, after a certain period of time Jane and I would be considered separate people so that she could qualify Medicaid payments, I believe—and that, even if they got after me to make up those payments, I could refuse to do so. [...]

[...] When I gave a rough estimate, she said that ruled out applying for something called Hill-Burton funds for payment toward the insurance bill, I believe. [...]

[...] A couple of weeks previously a check for some $3700 had arrived; the two go together to make one payment as billed by the hospital to the insurance company. [...]

(It appears that the payments will be for 100% of the bill, rather than 80% — but here again I’m waiting to see, suspended in a kind of cocoon of inaction or non-reaction …

[...] Late this afternoon Mrs. Trafzer called, as promised to tell us that we were to forget the bill and to send in the regular monthly payment of $15.94, instead of the $33.00 we were charged with. Something about her not being able to trace the skein of payments and errors through their computer, she said. [...]

[...] I mailed her payment this morning, Tuesday.)

(Here Seth refers to the check for $7,500 that Jane recently received from Prentice-Hall as half her payment for the paperback rights of Seth Speaks. Jane wrote on the check’s envelope that the money represented a “final payment” to me, etc.)

[...] Fell was late on payments as his father had been late. He felt urgently dependent upon the checks as his mother had been toward welfare checks and the father’s payments.

[...] After lunch I explained the situation about the hospital being 30 days late sending her medical records to Blue Cross in Syracuse, their denial of the major medical claim, the $10,000 I’d given the hospital on her current bill, and the payments I’d arranged on the old bill we still owed from last year—all of this just so she’d know what was going on. [...]

[...] We talked about many things, and he’s to get back to me regarding Jane’s social security, disability payments, income, and so on. [...]

[...] The other requested more time for a decision to be made on the payment of major medical benefits. [...]

[...] Steve is to send payment for the legal fees incurred by me so far for the tape question. [...]

[...] I had ordered my 1966 license plates by mail, on December (twelve) 3rd (three), and had the money order stub with me in case it was necessary to show a record of payment.

[...] As stated I ordered the plates by mail, enclosing a money order in payment, on December 3,1965. [...]

[...] A lot of money is involved—millions of dollars, upon which Blue Cross can collect extra interest by postponing their payments to clients, he said.

[...] This morning I’d prepared payments for insurance and the hospital. [...]

[...] I stopped at the bank to buy a check and a money order for Blue Cross and the monthly hospital payment on our old bill. [...]

[...] A salary or payment connection. [...]

(“A salary or payment connection.” [...]

[...] It usually involves spending a certain amount of time at a job, for which you receive financial payment. [...]

[...] Then this afternoon Jack Joyce visited to help determine our estimated NY State tax payment for this year. [...]

[...] So you did not feel justified in accepting money or payment for it.

[...] There has been a mix-up over a period of almost a year, concerning a story of Jane’s that was almost printed twice, and for which she has yet to be paid. Topper promised payment within a week.)

[...] This particular expedition was lost, and you divested the ship of its cargo with the help of the men on your ship, and of course without giving payment. [...]