“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Yet when he improved he felt that he did not want those “new distractions,” and so the power of his will still kept the body down. [...]

In that respect, and in that respect alone, he felt helpless. [...]

[...] But he closed off his will from his body, so in that area he felt powerless.

Ruburt’s symptoms were largely protective in nature, providing a defense he felt he needed to protect himself against an unsafe universe from without, and against a suspicious self within.

[...] He long ago decided to take issue with those beliefs, yet in case they were true, he felt he needed protection. [...]

[...] He felt he needed protection while he learned, and until he attained enough wisdom. [...]

(4:30 p.m. Jane felt better. [...]

(In the session notes for January 9, I’d noted that I still felt that something was holding Jane back from feeling free to walk, in spite of all the advances we’ve made. [...]

(I said she may have to get a medical opinion, but that I felt that if they wanted to X-ray the leg tomorrow, she’d say no. [...]

[...] I told Jane I suspected the dream grew out of my meeting Leonard at the new Super-Duper market the other night, when he’d joked around and repeated several times how good he felt physically, after his heart operation. [...]

[...] After Shawn took her temperature — 97.2 — Jane began reading her third session for the day — that of January 14 — and did even better on this one, fast and easy, I felt. [...]

[...] I felt relieved, and will try the technique. [...]

[...] If you faithfully followed through on your moods, inclinations and leanings, in, say, any given week, you would discover that you wanted to work, felt like working, and worked well for certain periods of time.

[...] You felt like working and so you worked. [...]

[...] You deny yourselves, say, guests when you feel like having them, because you have already done chores that did not particularly need to be done, because you thought you should, when you felt like working.

[...] (Several years later, Jane was to list nine such inner senses in Chapter 19 of The Seth Material.) Jane said that upon coming slowly awake from her nap she’d had the very peculiar feeling of ‘growing larger.’ The laughing phrase she used was that she’d felt as ‘big as an elephant.’ Her boundaries of awareness seemed to have expanded. Holding her hands up on either side of her head, she indicated a width of almost three feet; her head had literally felt that wide to her.

[...] She felt each one upon awakening from a nap, but with her eyes still closed. [...]

[...] Ruburt felt he must have hurt Peg’s feelings, and this made him also feel somewhat abandoned, fearing that the friendship might simply lapse.

[...] And you yourselves felt swamped by so much material. [...]

[...] He felt a sense of accomplishment, and some delight with himself when he walked to the end of the room and back without needing the chair. [...]

[...] Following this he instantly decided that he must walk considerably more—at least 3 or 4 times around the circle—and at the last count, once an hour whether or not he felt like it, and particularly when he did not feel like it.

[...] She’d also felt Seth around, like a supervisor, perhaps. She added: “I felt as if the James stuff was coming from a person who was very intent about trying to say something.”

He felt that the soul chooses states of emotion as you would choose, say, a state to live in. He felt that the chosen emotional state was then used as a framework through which to view experience. [...]

(Before what we expected to be our regular session for Monday evening, Jane told me that she’d awakened in the middle of the previous night with insights about two practice elements¹ Seth would discuss — but we didn’t hear from Seth even though she felt him “around” as we prepared for the session.

[...] The Jung material felt much more animated, she added, with a lot of vitality and energy to it: “‘He really seemed excitable.” [...]

[...] However, I had an excellent experience which was reminiscent of mine on November 19, in which my left heel felt as though the bed had disappeared beneath it. Today the same sensation came, but this time I felt that the bed was gone from beneath both legs from the calves down. Both feet thus felt suspended in air. [...]

[...] She said that while delivering the above material she felt a strong sense of certainty that the sessions did not come from her subconscious; she felt an energy she knew she did not have available ordinarily.

(Around suppertime Saturday when we were again discussing the matter of interpretation of prediction data, Jane again felt Seth nearby. [...]

[...] Before the session began I tried to locate the remark, but couldn’t. I felt considerable frustration, and finally laid the book aside. [...]

[...] You did not draw or paint because you felt a responsibility to do so. [...]

[...] He felt he should do many things, for example, that he did not really like to do at all. [...]

[...] Ruburt felt for years that he should (underlined) become a more public person, do workshops, television shows, radio tours or whatever—that he should (underlined) nearly perform miracles in the psychic arena, that he should have a large class, that he should hold as many sessions for others as possible. [...]

When you were both children, to some degree each of you felt that you were different because of your intense subjective activity—and to some extent, and different for both of you—you felt that you had to “fight for” the freedom to pursue subjective reality.

[...] You felt you should be introverted, have periods of isolation, time to sit and think, to write and paint, to look inward rather than outward. [...]

You felt you could not merge the separate groups of attributes because they were diametrically opposed in your minds. [...]

[...] Actually I felt pretty resentful about the whole situation. [...]

[...] I’d felt the urge to do the same thing yesterday, without going along with it, and had reacted the same way earlier today. [...]

[...] You felt a path open, and followed it. [...]

Dreams are felt directly through electrical patterns, and then decoded. The original experience, then, again, is an electric one, and the effects are instantly felt by the human system, according to the original intensity of the charge. [...]

[...] The action is transformed and translated, and is sent to the brain where its effects directly are felt, and the brain then initiates reactions. [...]

[...] All seemingly purely subjective experiences which take up no physical space, but are emotionally or subjectively felt, all such experiences exist first of all electrically.

[...] Jane felt the humidity as we sat for the session at 9:15. [...]

I can be perplexed (wryly), and it was my perplexity that Ruburt felt, for there is indeed much information that I want to give you along certain lines. [...]

[...] “Now I see why I felt so puzzled before the session,” she said, “even with the company. [...]

[...] As soon as you did, I felt a circle of information open up — a lot of it — about when ancient man had a series of mass dreams in which he learned how to speak. [...]

[...] Jane felt motions in her hips and right leg and stomach—I could see them. Her right leg, which hadn’t moved much, felt “hotter than hell inside.” [...]

[...] And I felt that now familiar but never-taken-for-granted hope and enthusiasm as I walked down the hall after leaving her at 7:05 PM. [...]

[...] She felt good. I read the Preface to her — and she felt even better.

[...] She also felt that we’d eaten supper [at 7:30] too close to session time.

[...] Her neck felt fine, she said. [...] My right hand felt somewhat cramped after the above delivery, although in recent sessions it has been much better.

(As break began, I realized that my hands felt fat or enlarged; at the same time Jane said hers did also, and that she had been aware of it earlier in the session but forgot to mention it. My right hand, and especially the third finger, felt very full and engorged. [...]

(Again, I became aware that my right hand felt enlarged; the feeling had subsided but now returned, and with an increased intensity. [...]

(I was now most interested in taking some measurements from both Jane and myself while our hands felt this way, as Bill Macdonnel had helped me do in the 47th session, when we found definite physical evidence of finger enlargement. [...]

(For one who felt poorly at the start of the session, Jane now said she felt fine. [...]

[...] Before the session was due Jane said she felt exhausted and nervous; she reported Seth had been with her at times during the afternoon, “buzzing around,” as she put it, while she thought about the house.

[...] Jane also felt nervous. [...]

(Jane by now felt very good, fully recovered from her below-par feeling preceding the session. [...]

[...] Her hands still felt somewhat fat, she said, though the sensation was much milder than before. My writing hand felt no fatigue to speak of.)

[...] Just as I became comfortably seated she entered, saying that although she did not know the exact time she felt she should come upstairs.

[...] My writing hand felt no fatigue.

[...] Just before break, she held her hands out toward me, indicating that once again they felt fat or enlarged. [...]

[...] I felt better, too. [...]

[...] Jane wanted to get started on the session, which she felt might be longer than usual, so I told her not to wait for people to do her vitals.)

Ruburt, as a young woman, felt that writers were on the outskirts —

[...] Ruburt felt some guilt in expressing psychic abilities in such a marked fashion, when it seemed that the male of the relationship should be the most highly talented, and by far the most successful financially (intently). So your roles in that manner upset both of you at times.