“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Ruburt feels disloyal himself to even question your own success, and this is an important point. His own paintings and work are of a highly emotional nature. Intuitively he understands much about your work that he does not realize he knows.

[...] A man in his company was thought to be disloyal. [...]

—was thought to be the disloyal member. [...]

He felt these feelings extremely disloyal. [...]

[...] He felt it disloyal to recognize the repressive element in your work, and tried to pretend he did not see it.

He feels highly disloyal facing any of these thoughts, mainly because he does not want to hurt someone he loves so deeply—the only person in fact he loves in the world.

[...] If he were aware of them and did not share them he would feel disloyal, so if her were not to burden you with them he also had to hide them from himself.

None of this was spoken, and he felt it disloyal. [...]

[...] Did he spontaneously want company, he felt this deeply disloyal to you. [...]

[...] Ruburt felt disloyal thinking of them because such thoughts seemed to him to criticize your joint life style and purposes.

[...] He felt deeply disloyal to think that you should be doing something you had obviously decided not to do as yet.

He also felt that if you were a success as an artist he could write what he damned pleased, hid that anger, and felt extremely disloyal.