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(Yesterday I’d told Jane that I knew her “body was up to something.” [...] I said I wanted information on whether she wanted to live or die — or whether she was trying to die her own natural death, in line with that excellent information in Mass Events. I wanted to know what her sinful self thought about what it was doing to her body, if it cared, if it even understood that it’s protective actions threatened its own existence. Or was her death the ultimate goal of the sinful self? [...] I felt I was onto something here, but wasn’t quite sure what — something close to the more basic human condition that is little understood. [...]
[...] Jane was a bit better, yet still uncomfortable. She could keep some medications down, but was very careful about food. [...] Georgia had told her Jeff had called me, and her version of the call was pessimistic indeed. [...]
(We also discussed Jane’s fears that she’d done all she could in this life, and thus was ready to bow out of physical existence. [...] And all the time we talked I couldn’t help but just miss, just fail to understand exactly why she was doing what she was doing. [...]
[...] I felt sad for Jane and what was happening to both of us. [...] When Jeff called I was reading the last portion of the first session in Jane’s book, The Individual and the Nature of Mass Events — for April 18, 1977, in connection with a note I’m doing for Dreams. [...]
[...] Yesterday afternoon it had been 100, but after supper it was down to 98.7. This morning it was a bit lower. [...]
[...] I felt like crying myself, for I felt that she was right. She said she was too upset to have a session. [...]
[...] I laughed — my first of the day, I said — and told her that she was only saying that because I wanted her to read more — not because she’d suggested that she do so on her own. [...] I told her that Mass Events was still a terrific book. [...]
[...] I was surprised when she said she’d try to have a session today. At times her voice was so weak I had to ask her to repeat phrases or words.
(In interpreting those passages, I saw that Jane would have died, given her own choice, a couple of years ago, but her plan was interfered with by me and the hospital personnel. [...]
(I was also angry that Jane hadn’t allowed anything to come through in sessions about herself for some time. [...]