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Frank
Trenton
quavering
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(She was so much in pain that I ended up giving her at least ten minutes of what I thought were good suggestions. Hypnosis may have entered in. The bout seemed to help her relax; her arms and hands became easier and looser. She seemed to lay in bed more easily, and referred to the experience several times through the afternoon. I’ll try more such things. She loved the wild flowers I brought in from the house.
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(I asked Jane if she thought the sessions served as a balance to those sinful-self, very restrictive ideas — that when she gave up on the sessions that other self was free to exert its power and beliefs. She didn’t know, but I thought it a valid idea. I added that the whole bit put me on the spot, and always had, because I was never sure whether to insist that she have the sessions, or forget them. I’d always been cautious about asking her to keep holding them, for fear that they might come to dominate her life. It would be ironic indeed if it develops that the “truth” is more the other way around. It even appears to me right now, at least, that that more damaging avoidance of sessions has had a very negative impact.
(“Get out your stuff,” Jane said after I’d told her about Frank’s remark and we had discussed it a little. She lay high up on the bed, her head back against her pillows. Her Seth voice was both strained and strong, I thought, although she had no trouble with the words. Her voice was different, though, and the rhythm was distinctly different than usual; she paused every few words.)
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(4:02 p.m. “That’s it,” Jane said. “I don’t know what he meant by the “Let us continue,” but that’s the last sentence I got. I don’t know — I couldn’t tell whether it was a hello or a goodbye …”
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(Jane said she felt “scared and panicky,” and that, I knew, was a good sign. I told her we’d touched something that needed dragging out into the open. Before I could try anything like free association, however, Jane said she had more to give.
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(“That’s all,” she said at 4:14. I made notes and helped her have a cigarette until it was time to get ready to turn her at 4:30.
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