“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(I should add that after reading her the poetry and her new dictation, I read her the last three sessions for Seth’s The Way Toward Health, given on June 24, 26, and 27. Jane didn’t ask for these, but left it up to me to pick out something to read.

(Jane’s Seth voice was average, her delivery good. I thought she carried off the little session very well.)

(“That can be the end of the book, you know. Or maybe I’ll do a little more,” Jane said. “Whatever happens, Bob, I’d like all of the material published someday, if it can be done. Not to put a burden on you. Maybe if you can’t do it, you can get some help.”

(Jane said she treasured every day we’d been together throughout our marriage. I did too — and in those 30 years I don’t believe we’d been separated more than four or five days. I said I probably couldn’t publish all of the material by myself. Also that I’d probably not marry again. Jane said I could take up with Sue — although I doubt if Sue would care to do that.

(“Of the book, or the Seth material?”

(I’d like to add that while there’s life there’s hope, and that as Seth has said many times, one who doesn’t want to die — as Jane said the other day she didn’t — won’t for any reason. But I told Jane that I couldn’t ask her to do something she didn’t want to do. I added that I wouldn’t want to live under such conditions.

(And so there it is. Carla called for Jane at 9:15, as I was typing this material. She told me that Jane loved me, and that she was having “a better night.” I asked Carla to give Jane my love. And the fact that my wife is having a better night may mean something, or not … I’d told her this afternoon that I’d been prepared to receive a call from the hospital at any time, telling me to get my ass down there because my wife was failing and the end was near. And Jane smiled and said that she’d been tempted many a time to have me called to come see her, especially late at night.