“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Jane was uncomfortable, up to her shoulders on two full chucks, propped and wedged so she couldn’t move. I had two nurses hold her up while I got rid of the chucks. We got her positioned much more comfortably. Jane cried at times, but not excessively. She’d had Darvoset before I arrived. Actually, I felt her upset was another good sign.

(One of the new nurses had her 20th birthday today. Staff had a party and lots of goodies to eat, so a nurse put together more food for Jane and me. Jane ate fairly well. She also felt instances of the panic, though, having to do with her mother and family events, and we talked those out.

(4:24 p.m. “I had to stop several times because of bladder spasms,” Jane said, which helped account for her uneven delivery. She said that at the same time she’d felt panicky a couple of times, and she’d had a very catchy, well-known tune running through her head. “I don’t know,” she said. “I guess I was getting from Seth: ‘Ruburt will make out okay in hydro,’ because it’s something I’ve been dreading.”

(Jane didn’t eat much for supper, which seemed okay. I was getting tired. I left at 7:15 and drove to the funeral home. I felt self-conscious about my blue jeans and shoes. I’d left the house so early and quickly I hadn’t had time to plan for anything to wear more formally. I carried with me the jacket I usually wear when I nap at 330 — it looked a bit more presentable.