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(We did one thing, surprisingly, that made us both feel very good. Jane was telling me that an aide who took care of her this morning, and who is living apart from her husband and has three kids, looked at a second-hand washing machine this noon but couldn’t afford the $130 cost. “Tell her we’ll pay for it,” I said, or words to that effect. Maybe I said, “We can get it for her.” It would save her going to the laundromat to do the wash, though it made no provision for the drying part of the chore. Jane at once enthusiastically agreed. As though on signal, the aide came in to empty Jane’s Foley, and we explained our idea to her. Predictably, she said no at first, but we talked her into it.

(August 23. This morning the ringing telephone got me out of bed at 5:45 a.m. It couldn’t be anyone except someone at the hospital, I thought as I ran out of the bedroom. It was Shawn, the night nurse. I talked to Jane: “I’m not dying or anything, but could you come down now? I’m so uncomfortable …”

(I fed the cats and shaved, and arrived at 330 before 7:00 a.m. Jane was very sore. I got two night-shift aides to help me get the chuck out from under her, and we gradually got her more comfortable. She didn’t look so hot, with her face all screwed up in pain. Darvoset helped calm her down. I saw that the swollen bubble of fluid on her left shoulder blade was way up — this was causing much of her discomfort. She didn’t know whether to stay on her side or go on her back at first, but the shifting of her position helped, actually. Mary, the head nurse, came in and I said the bubble should be drained to relieve the pressure. She agreed: “They’ll stick a needle in it.” She made a note on a chart and left, very pleasant — but no action was taken during the day. No doctor showed up.

I cannot stress these points too strongly. I also strongly suggest that small amounts be thusly given to people whose needs are known to you or Ruburt. The results can be turning points toward action and motion. I recommend that such activity begin at once. Of course, the books have helped people in greater ways, but we want quick inoculations, so to speak, of this specific type of self-approval.

I may or may not return — but again, the session itself will encourage more composure and faith. I may indeed possibly return, but I want you two to discuss the session.

(3:00 p.m. Jane’s feet had begun moving in concert as the session progressed. I read the session to her. We didn’t get to discuss it much because Frank Longwell visited. I told him the red maple he’d help plant in the back yard had evidently died but he said it may not really be dead.

(I had good results from massaging Jane’s limbs and helping them to move. This noon she sampled several different foods, to my surprise, some things dietary had sent up on her tray for me, at the request of Georgia. I’ve seen a little improvement in her eating the last few days, but today is the best so far.)