“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

If both beliefs are equally dominant and vital, then the situation becomes quite serious. Such individuals may try “to get ahead” on the one hand, in society or business or in the arts or sciences, only to find themselves taking two steps backward for every step they take forward. In other words, they will encounter obstructions that are self-generated. If such a person begins to succeed, then he or she is forcibly reminded of the equally dominant need for lack of success — for again, the person believes that self-expression is necessary and desirable while also being highly dangerous, and thus to be avoided.

(4:33 p.m. Nobody, Jane noted as soon as she was out of trance, interrupted us for anything. I told Jane the session was again very good, like yesterday’s; it’s obvious that much of it fits our own situation. I heard a nurse pushing the medicine cart outside our door as we talked. After she’d taken her aspirin and Darvoset, Jane had a cigarette before I turned her.