“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(After she’d eaten and I was getting ready to leave, Jane said, “I really feel guilty at making your life so hard,” and added more words to that effect. I think this is the first time — at least that I remember — that she’s made this statement in such a simple, direct way. At once I thought it was excellent material for free association, and that we should pursue it. I replied that we’d better forget that and try to focus on the future — yet such guilt feelings could be playing a significant role in her daily life, and we should find out if this is so.

(My own pendulum sessions lately have told me that I was feeling my own guilt because I thought I should have helped her more in the past. Just this morning my pendulum^* for the first time said that I no longer felt guilty. This is an accomplishment for me, and one I must continue to explore. I’ve taken to using the pendulum in the morning after breakfast and last thing at night before going to bed. It appears to be working well. I haven’t gone into this material with Jane yet. Now may be the time.