“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Jane was again very uncomfortable today when she lay on her back. This pattern has persisted for a number of days now. “How can you be more uncomfortable now, when the bedsores are healing, than you used to be?” I asked some time ago. She didn’t know. My own eventual conclusion was that more was involved — that it had to do with her attitudes and beliefs.

(The day was warm — in the 60’s — and rainy at times. The windows were wide open so that traffic noise hit us. Down the hall somewhere a woman was shouting periodically — a display that took a lot of work and energy after a few hours. One of the nurses called her “a pain in the ass,” then laughed when she added that the woman did have hemorrhoids. But to me her unintelligible shouting signaled more than a physical affliction.)

(3:45. I read the session to Jane twice. I worked on mail acknowledging the $650 we’d received in contributions through Maude Cardwell’s efforts. Of course, we noticed that Seth had said that Jane’s discomfort was only partially caused by her fears that she cannot heal herself. What about those other reasons, then? Jane said later that she thought Seth would indeed return. Resume at 4:16.)

(4:26 p.m. I read the last half of the session to Jane. “I got the feeling there was something definitely involved in the increase in the circulation of our books,” Jane said when I was through. The mail has picked up quite a bit, and at the moment I’m falling behind again.