“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Jane was blue and uncomfortable this morning: “What a way to live,” she said. She’d thought of death, but didn’t want to do that to me. She’s looking for a sign of something better — some improvement that will lift her spirits. She felt better after I read her the session for March 19, and a great Sumari poem I used to close out the essays for Dreams with.

(Jane thinks her work, her poetry, is good. Before he did Seth Speaks, she was scared Seth couldn’t write a book. I’d had no such worries. Jane had felt that I was disappointed by the publication of her novel, The Rebellers — and correctly so. Both of us had been upset at the poor-looking, cheap, double-novel presentation.

(3:35 p.m. Jane had been interrupted once for nursing care. “I don’t know when, but sometime earlier — quite a bit earlier — I felt that that would be the subject today,” she said. “It’s more on your own questions, too.” Then she added, “I know he’s going into at least two other things in this chapter, too: that at certain times people mostly died in their 30’s, say, at one period, and usually lived to be very old in another. Also, that we’ve gotten out of touch with our own feelings about death, and are afraid of it. And he isn’t going to tell people not to get vaccinated otherwise they’d end up totally confused.”