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diseases
bedridden
tape
vein
coping
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At one level Ruburt did allow himself to participate in a very difficult health situation. There were many questions he asked himself about his mother’s condition in particular (Marie is a bedridden arthritic), and about such situations in general, and he did indeed allow himself to go along on one level to provide an extraordinary impetus that he felt would be needed to conquer such extraordinary conditions.
The entire question is a deeply creative one, bringing about insights that he felt were highly vital. He felt himself adequate to the task. On the other hand, on the more usually understood human level, he also became extremely frightened.
(Long pause at 5:00.) I will have to take a break. I do not know whether or not he will continue today, for it is a hard session for Ruburt to give, while maintaining the necessary trance level.
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