1 result for (book:wth AND heading:"part one chapter 2 januari 29 1984" AND stemmed:but)
7/22 (32%)
optimistic
impatience
favorable
catheter
Carla
[... 4 paragraphs ...]
(2:40. Jane began reading yesterday’s session, but found it hard going. She had some bladder spasms, and finally laid aside the session to have a cigarette while I worked on mail. She went back to the session at 2:56, doing a little better, and finished at 3:09.
[... 7 paragraphs ...]
(4:28.) Even when biological “failures” develop, as with stillborn infants, or malformed ones, the inner consciousness involved does not give up, and even though death results, the consciousness tries again under different conditions. In such cases death is not experienced by the organism as a failure, or as a biological mistake. It is simply felt to be an experience, a discovery, that went so far and no further — but the events in no way impede the vitality and strength of the inner consciousness so involved.
[... 1 paragraph ...]
Make sure, again, that you review portions of the sessions dealing with Ruburt’s condition. Remind him to accept impatience as a friend, meant to lead him to the fulfillment of his desire. Once more, I activate those coordinates that so promote the healing processes. I may or may not return, according to those rhythms of which I speak — but know that I am present and approachable.
[... 1 paragraph ...]
(4:35 p.m. Jane’s delivery had been good, and I told her the session was excellent. She sipped ginger ale and had a smoke. “I do get feelings while delivering the stuff,” she said, “wondering if I’m giving it the best way — like that material about the fetus not taking its death as a failure, but an experience. That would be hard for most people to understand …”
(“Not once they get the idea,” I said. “They’d have to learn to think in new ways, but they could do it. It would make a lot more sense to them then, than thinking in the old ways.”
[... 1 paragraph ...]
(I said I’ve been waiting for her legs to begin to move, so that she can move more, and get out of the bed into a chair of some sort, but since that hasn’t happened yet there isn’t much we can do. I’d expected leg movement before this, but we’ll have to wait.
(I didn’t realize it until I got home, but I forgot to read the session to Jane. However, she remembered that Seth had said she was to make a friend of impatience. But her impatience is growing, no doubt about it, and if it continues to do so I’m sure it will bring about — even force — changes in her behavior and attitude. I know it’s coming. I hope — I expect — that the body will have prepared itself for the changes in routine and motion when they do finally arrive.)
